When starting sixth form or uni, you have a chance to reinvent yiuself and find who you really are. Come out your shell, have fun etc. But due to my shyness and anxiety, I sort of enjoyed sixth form but ruined my experience at uni. I had little to no money in first year, so didn't go clubbing or join societies as couldn't afford to. I was too shy and scared to talk to new people. And now I finished making no proper or having experienced anything at all. Still a virgin, never kissed a girl and so on.
What do I do now? I've experienced nothing in life and I feel like the opportunity to do so has gone. Now I'll find a job, everyone and I will be too busy to do anything. And how on earth do I need new people and make friends now. I'm so lonely and feel so helpless. I know for a fact if I started uni this year, I would be able to make the most of it. But its too late. I feel like I've wasted my life :/
Put the internet to work for you.
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