Basically, i was seeing a girl for a few weeks and it seemed to be going really well. We spoke non stop for ages before we had even met and when we were with each other in person we seemed really happy together. We had a few arguements but they were resolved quite quickly. Then over easter we still spoke but not as much, she said she was in a weird place and mentioned she wasnt ok about her ex being in a happy relationship. It set an alarm bell ringing but i still wanted to be with her. When i got back i wanted to see her but she said 'ive got work, sorry'. By that point i had had enough of her being distant and we argued. I asked her a few days later if it was over and she didnt reply, which left me fuming. As time went on i started to miss her a lot, even though i had got with other girls and broke off contact with her. I told her this and she said we'll talk soon, but later on i realised we wouldnt. I then found out that she had told my friend that we were neve r serious and i totally lost my temper. I called her out and accused her of using me and not really liking me, she said she was sorry that it didnt work out and that she regretted how she acted. I was too drunk and angry to accept this and just went way too far, calling her every name under the sun etc. I apologised later and she eventually accepted it, but now i know she has a new boyfriend which really hurt me. The worst part is that she said she was private about her love life yet her instagram is full of pics of the two of them. It all makes me think that i was just someone on the side that she would drop the second her ex came back to her. I hate her for what shes done and i will never forgive her for it but i still have feelings for her and i dont want to any more. Any advice would be great
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