So I have been in the same relationship, not married but living together for 20 years. Sex started out kind of slow, not as much as I wanted or expected. But as the years went on it got better, about 10 years ago it was great!!! We had toys and porn and just fun every week.
Well about 7 years ago he discovered video games and I got pushed aside, I was so devastated. Friday nights were always our night, and it became Call of Duty night. Since then, nothing has been the same. I have come damn close to having an affair a couple of times. Flirtation has become my middle name and I love when a man pays attention to me (I am attractive for my age and I have men of all ages coming up to me all the time). We rarely have sex, he is always busy with something. I know he watches porn alone, I have checked to see if he has been talking to other people but can't find any proof. Maybe he is just comfortable and feels like I am his mother at this point. It makes me so sad that we live like roommates and it is usually the other way around where men complain no sex from the wife. I have tried to talk, wear sexy lingerie, screamed, cried, I don't know what else to do. We have been to counseling a couple times but never seem to get anywhere. I have kind of given up and almost feel resentful when he has sex with me...its so mechanical and he rarely even looks at me.
Well about 7 years ago he discovered video games and I got pushed aside, I was so devastated. Friday nights were always our night, and it became Call of Duty night. Since then, nothing has been the same. I have come damn close to having an affair a couple of times. Flirtation has become my middle name and I love when a man pays attention to me (I am attractive for my age and I have men of all ages coming up to me all the time). We rarely have sex, he is always busy with something. I know he watches porn alone, I have checked to see if he has been talking to other people but can't find any proof. Maybe he is just comfortable and feels like I am his mother at this point. It makes me so sad that we live like roommates and it is usually the other way around where men complain no sex from the wife. I have tried to talk, wear sexy lingerie, screamed, cried, I don't know what else to do. We have been to counseling a couple times but never seem to get anywhere. I have kind of given up and almost feel resentful when he has sex with me...its so mechanical and he rarely even looks at me.
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