NOT SURE IF THIS IS THE BEST PLACE TO START, BUT IF NOT MAYBE SOMEONE CAN POINT ME TO THE CORRECT FORUM:
Two weeks ago, while looking at porn sites, I came across a film/video starring my WIFE. She was with two or three men, and she did things with them she never did with me; she did things I never thought she would even consider. The video looked like it had been converted from film, and several different films had been used to make the video. It was high quality film, and showed great detail. In portions, she was well tanned and others winter pale, so obviously she had been doing this for a while. This was done in the kitchen, bathroom and bedroom of a house we lived in for 4 years; she was 27 or 28, definitely before her 1st pregnancy. We had been married 4 or 5 years at this time.
I thought our sex life was OK; I was satisfied, and I thought she was also. When I was 34, (married for 10 years, and the father of 4 and 3 year old boys) I was diagnosed with "Low T" and a low sperm count, and was told this had probably existed since puberty. I started testosterone therapy, and boy, did my libido jump; I was horny all the time. Unfortunately, my wife was satisfied with what she had been getting before. I soon discovered that the 'before', which was 2 or so times a week when we were first married but dwindled to twice a month, was far, far below average. However, if she wasn't interested, what was I to do. I tried discussing it with her, asking her to look into ways to enhance her libido, but she would say she didn't need to enhance it, she was getting all she wanted. We are now in our seventies, and I am still horny, and I finally believe her; she was getting all she wanted, but not from me. Over the last two weeks, this is all I can think about. I have not found any more videos of her, but considering the quantity of porn out there, that is not surprising. The fact I stumbled on that one video is almost incomprehensible. I am constantly wondering if she made other videos, how many men has she ****ed, when did she started, when (or did) she stop? The worst part is realizing when my sons were conceived, I had a very low sperm count, and my 1st son was apparently conceived around the time the video was made; my 2nd son was born 11 months after my first son, and my wife then had her tubes tied.
I don't know what to think, what to do. I need to talk about it, but there is no one to talk to. Does anyone have any thoughts, any advise they care to share?
Two weeks ago, while looking at porn sites, I came across a film/video starring my WIFE. She was with two or three men, and she did things with them she never did with me; she did things I never thought she would even consider. The video looked like it had been converted from film, and several different films had been used to make the video. It was high quality film, and showed great detail. In portions, she was well tanned and others winter pale, so obviously she had been doing this for a while. This was done in the kitchen, bathroom and bedroom of a house we lived in for 4 years; she was 27 or 28, definitely before her 1st pregnancy. We had been married 4 or 5 years at this time.
I thought our sex life was OK; I was satisfied, and I thought she was also. When I was 34, (married for 10 years, and the father of 4 and 3 year old boys) I was diagnosed with "Low T" and a low sperm count, and was told this had probably existed since puberty. I started testosterone therapy, and boy, did my libido jump; I was horny all the time. Unfortunately, my wife was satisfied with what she had been getting before. I soon discovered that the 'before', which was 2 or so times a week when we were first married but dwindled to twice a month, was far, far below average. However, if she wasn't interested, what was I to do. I tried discussing it with her, asking her to look into ways to enhance her libido, but she would say she didn't need to enhance it, she was getting all she wanted. We are now in our seventies, and I am still horny, and I finally believe her; she was getting all she wanted, but not from me. Over the last two weeks, this is all I can think about. I have not found any more videos of her, but considering the quantity of porn out there, that is not surprising. The fact I stumbled on that one video is almost incomprehensible. I am constantly wondering if she made other videos, how many men has she ****ed, when did she started, when (or did) she stop? The worst part is realizing when my sons were conceived, I had a very low sperm count, and my 1st son was apparently conceived around the time the video was made; my 2nd son was born 11 months after my first son, and my wife then had her tubes tied.
I don't know what to think, what to do. I need to talk about it, but there is no one to talk to. Does anyone have any thoughts, any advise they care to share?
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