So basically, I've been talking to this guy since December. So quite a while. We've both admitted to each other that we really like each other and we talk on the phone nearly every night, even though he doesn't want a relationship due to college work, uni admissions and 'lads holidays'. However, we've not met each other yet. We make plans to meet yet every single time he bails. Before you say catfish, I know he isn't.
Anyway, we've been talking and recently everything turns into arguments because he's stressed about college and getting into uni and I'm stressed about uni. I've tried to see him and he uses similar excuses each time and its really starting to upset me now. He is always ****ing with my feelings, but knows that by saying the right thing on the phone I can stop being mad at him. We once went two weeks without talking after a rather big argument all because I got horrendously drunk and told him I loved him.- In my defence, I was telling everyone I loved them, including a barman after he served me. Anyway, he rung weeks later to tell me he "missed" me and a bunch of other stuff. Including telling me that he has told his close friends about me, which I know is something guys don't tend to do.
Recently it's just so difficult, one day we can be fine, the next day its like I don't exist to him anymore.
I just don't know what to do, do I stay and wait for him or do I drop him and move on?
He hurts me when he bails, but he also says things that make me feel special to him. I just don't know what to do
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