I met a girl I like on a part time gcse course, I'm 23 she's 21, because I liked her I emailed her after the course finished and asked if she wanted to meet. She was ok with it and we met about 10 weeks ago for about 2 hours, I was very nervous and felt it went bad. But I started texting her again and we arranged to meet again a few weeks ago but i bailed due to anxiety.
So today I feel really sick about meeting, we've arranged to look around a country house with big gardens, I'm turning up to hers in the afternoon and she's driving us there and back, I don't know how I'm going to cope, the whole journey there and back thing is freaking me out, I'm already panicking about it, and then we will probably be there for at least 2 hours. I don't know what to talk about, I'm going to run out of things to say and then she'll not enjoy it because of my awkwardness, it's just a big mess,
I also don't even know if its a date or just friends meeting up as nothing romantic has happened.
Please help, should I text her and say I cant make it?
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