First off I know my profile says homosexual. This is false. Im a straight married female with 5 stepchildren and 2 biological
Basically my husband and I are both recovering addicts. I have 7 years clean and he is coming up on 7 years. We were both smokers when we got together and I quit during my pregnancies but he continued even though he promised me he would quit too. I started up again after I stopped breastfeeding when my stepdaughter was hit by a car. Then I quit again with my second pregnancy. I asked him multiple times to quit smoking. He says he wants to he just cant. Anyways I started up again because he always smokes at the house and I just cant stay quit if he is always smoking around me. He got all sad when I started again and I told him I just cant do it if your smoking around me all the time. Well a friend of his went into the hospital and stuff with breathing machines and he got a real desire to quit. So he bought those vapor machines for both of us. They work great! We have been doing really well on them and lowering the nicotine level as we go and its all great.
Here is my deal. We got in a big fight yesterday and he went out and bought cigarettes. This morning I saw hom smoking one and I told him to give me the pack. (Cause I was gonna tear it up and throw it away) but he got all mad....he is a grown man and I just dont come out and take things from him and sh*t.....
Im so pissed I cant believe he is just gonna start smokong again. I cant do it. I dont want to start smoking again, ive already decided im not touching his clothes. He can wash his smoky clothes himself seperate from ours. And I am not going to kiss him with smokers breath. Im just like at the point where I just want him to leave. But the prospect of that is very painful because I know he will go and not think twice about it.
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Basically my husband and I are both recovering addicts. I have 7 years clean and he is coming up on 7 years. We were both smokers when we got together and I quit during my pregnancies but he continued even though he promised me he would quit too. I started up again after I stopped breastfeeding when my stepdaughter was hit by a car. Then I quit again with my second pregnancy. I asked him multiple times to quit smoking. He says he wants to he just cant. Anyways I started up again because he always smokes at the house and I just cant stay quit if he is always smoking around me. He got all sad when I started again and I told him I just cant do it if your smoking around me all the time. Well a friend of his went into the hospital and stuff with breathing machines and he got a real desire to quit. So he bought those vapor machines for both of us. They work great! We have been doing really well on them and lowering the nicotine level as we go and its all great.
Here is my deal. We got in a big fight yesterday and he went out and bought cigarettes. This morning I saw hom smoking one and I told him to give me the pack. (Cause I was gonna tear it up and throw it away) but he got all mad....he is a grown man and I just dont come out and take things from him and sh*t.....
Im so pissed I cant believe he is just gonna start smokong again. I cant do it. I dont want to start smoking again, ive already decided im not touching his clothes. He can wash his smoky clothes himself seperate from ours. And I am not going to kiss him with smokers breath. Im just like at the point where I just want him to leave. But the prospect of that is very painful because I know he will go and not think twice about it.
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