| Someone wrote this in a blog, and it fit so well, I'm stealing it (and altering it to meet my own perspective)- "The part that sucks is bipolars can essentially do what they want, and YOU have to clean up after them. Its the most selfish disorder I have ever seen. THEY can run off, spend money, alienate YOUR friends, employers, family, whatever, but YOU, the "normal" one, have to put up with it, fix the problems they create for themselves, take care of the kids and bills, deal with the incredible amount of fallout, and just keep sucking it up till you cant take it anymore. If I knew this was what was going to happen, I would have never bothered with getting married." Right now. I just SO feel this way. My wife is just the most horrible person I've ever met and I truly hate her. I hate myself for what I've become in dealing with her for 15 years now. My family is utterly destroyed, as is hers. I have few friends, and even the ones I have don't want me bringing her around, ever. And I don't. I can't. She's toxic. When we got married, I made a vow to stay by her side in sickness.. and I have. The road to hell is paved with good intentions and I know every brick. She's been on meds, seen counselors, and it appears she cannot be fixed, or even improved. God, I hate her. So much. I've been loathing this for a long time, but tomorrow I guess I will be contacting a lawyer and starting the process. I truly wish I never met her. | |||
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