| my last post in TSR, I spent too much time philosophizing about potential relationships etc. but i thought i'd post about something exciting..... the future, the past and the present. the present, i'm unstable but stable. i tend to fell on top of the world and at the same time i'm hardly conquering it. i also feel vulnerable i suppose, and i don't have as many relationships with people as i would like the past: used to feel great about everything life was just a breeze, no concerns about anything apart from the next few days... the future, hopefully achievement, lack of generalizations (stereotypes etc) approach a girl i once thought was quite brilliant and now think is absolutely mind blowing. and a few other things. and with that post i end my spell on tsr. just a few things about the girl before i log off here and never log on again for at least a week! lol.......... :eek: she's pretty i only see her in one dimension but as far as i can recollect from the times we talked, she's ......... just right? she's funny and probably a bit mad like me she's clever, much more intelligent than i am she's ambitious more so than me she's sporty more so than me too but i will change and hence i will not post------- i would like to become sophisticated too, although i don't suppose i'll ever earn a great deal, but i'll always have nice clothes and a bit of money i'll be smart, interested in the physical universe, perhaps things like unification who knows??????? hopefully i'lll have two main interests, the universe and this gal i'll be sporty i expect to an extent, might continue guitar, might find new interests....... so yeah the future is bright, does anyone else feel in a similar predicament, i often feel as it's me against the world but there's so much 'lined up' for me that i can't help but fell some way in control of the future, and with that sentence i retire from internet forumz having talked utter rubbish on them for some few years. | |||
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