I have a long story/history, but will try to be brief. My marriage has been sexless for the last 5 years and before that it was sporadic and unfullfilling. He always required a bj in order to get an erection and I put my foot down one day and said enough. Now we are just roommates. I've been married 26 years. There have been many signs along the way like avoiding sex when I was pregnant, on trips, our honeymoon even!, etc. I've been stuffing my feelings down telling myself I'm too old, too fat, to change things. We've talked about a mc but haven't done anything about it. I honestly don't think it'll help. I still love him, but I'm miserable. I've been chatting with someone online that tells me all the right things and now suddenly I'm having sex fantasies. I feel guilty, but I'm finally getting the attention I've been desperate for so many years. I think it's time to pull the plug, but ugh it's going to be awful.:confused:
Put the internet to work for you.
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