Ok so here it goes im 21 my gf 17 (18) next month and we've been going out for 9 months now before getting with her i knew she had a bit of a reputation but not as bad as i found out shes slept with 17 +guys (not including me) with only three of them being boyfriends the majority have these have been asian as in south asian which i am myself which sometimes makes me think to myself is she with me because she likes me individually or because of my ethnicity? Now i also must mention she was sexually abused at 13/14 which may explain the sleeping around now im no saint and i wasnt involved when she was sleeping around but 3/4 months into the realtionship she cheated being picked up by a random guy after an argument with her fam and sleeping with him she didnt even know his real name lol she told me about it the next day and i decided to give her a chance but the thing is whilst im in london i always worry shes doing things back in our town up north. I am reallt confu sed because i dont want to accuse her of cheating all the time thats why im considering ending it but the thing that keeps me holding on is
The fact that were in love and she was there for me through a suicide attempt letting me not go through with it. She has also cried and apologized numerous times telling ne how sorry she is i literally have no idea on what to do somebody please help.
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