Just kicking things around. I know at this point in my life I am not ready for a relationship. But I am very lonely and I do not know what I want out of or from life. I have been active on a few on line dating sites and have had several dates. But for the most part these women, despite what they say, seem to be into developing relationships. So for the most part it is one and done.
OTOH, I am thinking I was in a marriage for 25 years and had accepted a very vanilla sex life, which was never completely satisfying. Early on the emotional aspect of making love was great and generally satisfied my need to feel close to my wife. Overtime however, she said and did many things that undermined even that. Things like telling me she didn't even think about making love or staying out with her girl friends instead of coming home the night before I was leaving for a trip or telling me I had five minutes because she had things to do or simply defaulting to duty sex with no passion from her. It became rote and routine with no emotional satisfaction at all.
Now I am free to explore my needs and wants. So I guess I am asking if I should? I don't want to do something I may regret, but on the OTOH I may regret not doing something when I can. Comments? Suggestions? Advice?
OTOH, I am thinking I was in a marriage for 25 years and had accepted a very vanilla sex life, which was never completely satisfying. Early on the emotional aspect of making love was great and generally satisfied my need to feel close to my wife. Overtime however, she said and did many things that undermined even that. Things like telling me she didn't even think about making love or staying out with her girl friends instead of coming home the night before I was leaving for a trip or telling me I had five minutes because she had things to do or simply defaulting to duty sex with no passion from her. It became rote and routine with no emotional satisfaction at all.
Now I am free to explore my needs and wants. So I guess I am asking if I should? I don't want to do something I may regret, but on the OTOH I may regret not doing something when I can. Comments? Suggestions? Advice?
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