I was a really late bloomer and as a result haven't had much experience with guys. I spend a lot of time complaining that I'll be forever alone with a bunch of cats and lead the life of Bridget Jones, but then whenever an opportunity presents itself I freak out completely. I have no idea what I'm doing. This is a lot easier if I'm tipsy, but I'm kind of worried that I'll start relying on alcohol whenever I am in social situations that involves a guy who I find good-looking. I am absolutely terrified that I'll end up doing something really embarrassing like tripping up over my own feet or that I won't be able to string a sentence together out of sheer terror. I am generally an anxious person (to extremes) and when I am tipsy I find it easier to relax, which I think is my problem. I can have talks with guys no problem.
Last night I went out with some friends and a guy told me he liked my hair and was smiley etc but I just froze and I think he ran away somewhere.
Advice please :$
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