Hello! I am in a confusing situation. I realize this isn't much of a very new sort of topic but, please let me know your thoughts and concerns.
I am a mommy of 2 and wife of a sweet husband. I also work overtime as a CNA at a hospice that I volunteered at for a few years prior. Thing is, since I have started working the 12 hr shifts I have become so happy and confident because I felt I have found my place in the world that is meaningfull.
In comes the fire.....
I have also had a stressful home life where I feel like I am always the one with chores while DH is too stressed to lend a hand besides putting things in the washer. At work I am so happy and bubbly and people respond positively. One guy in particular responds curiously and sweetly. I never noticed until I had a sex dream about him. The sex dream opened a flood gate of my libido kicking into high gear and realizing that I maybe have chemistry with him?
I came to work the next day and noticed the sweet side glances and long eye contact and sweet smiles. I have a crush. I am not sure he feels the same. I try not to stare too long or let any co workers talk. I love my job and sure he does too so any conversation is minimal but impactful with how sweet he is when I have an extremely mean patient.
Is this just in my head? How do I go back to marital bliss with sweet hubby?
Thank you
I am a mommy of 2 and wife of a sweet husband. I also work overtime as a CNA at a hospice that I volunteered at for a few years prior. Thing is, since I have started working the 12 hr shifts I have become so happy and confident because I felt I have found my place in the world that is meaningfull.
In comes the fire.....
I have also had a stressful home life where I feel like I am always the one with chores while DH is too stressed to lend a hand besides putting things in the washer. At work I am so happy and bubbly and people respond positively. One guy in particular responds curiously and sweetly. I never noticed until I had a sex dream about him. The sex dream opened a flood gate of my libido kicking into high gear and realizing that I maybe have chemistry with him?
I came to work the next day and noticed the sweet side glances and long eye contact and sweet smiles. I have a crush. I am not sure he feels the same. I try not to stare too long or let any co workers talk. I love my job and sure he does too so any conversation is minimal but impactful with how sweet he is when I have an extremely mean patient.
Is this just in my head? How do I go back to marital bliss with sweet hubby?
Thank you
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