I met a girl roughly a month and a bit ago, and first time I met her, I didn't really feel much. As I spoke to her more, I've realised I started to like her, I had mixed signals about what she felt but my friends really convinced me that she liked me. She also has a boyfriend but she said she wasn't really happy with him. We then had a party, just our little group, and the next day I found out from my friends that she didnt really like me. I then confessed my feelings on a 12 minute recording saying how I felt about her, and how I knew she didnt like me the same way, and I told her I couldn't speak to her anymore because it hurt me too much knowing that I'll only ever be 'just friends' with her, and I said I had to distance myself in order to get over her. She understands but I know she cares deeply about me and loves me (but in a best friend way) and its hurting her that I'm leaving because everyone never sticks around long with her. I'm now kind of regretting le aving her because I really want to be there for her and I wish if I could just get rid of my feelings and just be friends I would. It'll be hard but I don't know if I should just go back to being friends with her (even though I still feel the same way I do about her) and just be there for her and be a good friend. I just want her to be happy. What do I do ;'(
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