Hey!
So, basically the title was a giveaway. I am 17 years old and I have never had a boyfriend. Yep.
Not even a one day thing that was oh-so-common in Year 8. AND THIS REALLY FRICKIN BOTHERS ME.
I mean, the majority of girls in my year (Year 12) have had some form of relationship before and most of them either currently have a boyfriend or are talking to someone who will be their future boyfriend, just not me.
What's the matter with me?
There's this thing with me, right, I am basically the bullied one in our group. Our group consists of a big number of boys and girls, however I get picked on the most. Apparently it's just 'banter' and I think it's because I was a bit weird in year 7/8 and that's haunted me but I think this is the reason why I don't have boys talking to me or anything like that. They see how bullied I am and would know they would get bullied if they have anything to do with me. Either that or I'm just too ugly lol.
Anyway, I don't know what to do. Is there anyone else like this? It's gotten to the point where it's getting pathetic and I've started doing stuff I shouldn't (yes, sexual things) just to feel normal (still a virgin tho lmao). I mean, I talk to guys but it never lasts. Why is this?
Help pls thanks x
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