A bit about us first: We met 10 years ago on a sex hook up site. He was married and not getting it enough at home. So we had a few good times. I eventually got married and 6 years later we are both divorced. We start dating, it's amazing! He is a wonderful man. I swear it's like a fairytale. We have never had a fight. We talk about almost everything. (Not talking about everything is my fault, I have a few hangups from my marriage and it's hard for me to open up sometimes. But I'm working on it.) We have a beautiful two year old son. But I can't help thinking he is messaging her women inappropriately. About a year ago I snooped through his phone and found some messages to a few women that I didn't like. I confronted him about it and he admitted he was wrong it was mostly out of habit with this women , he was sorry and promised he wouldn't do again. And if they sent him something we was suppose to tell me. Nothing has happened as far as I know. He has a past of cheating. He has cheated on every one of his girlfriends and wives. (This is going to sound bad.) But all of those others where wrong for him. They didn't believe the same, didn't spend the same and one even went on vacations that he'd pay for without him. He settled with them. Trust me this is really how it was. We have the same beliefs and understanding of our finances agree on how we want to raise our kids. This is the relationship everyone wants, dreams about. But I keep waiting for the shoe to drop, I feel something somewhere is bound to go wrong. And it scares me. I hate that I snooped in his phone. I hate that he is friends with so many of his exs. I don't know what to do.
Put the internet to work for you.
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