And, no, I'm not playing her. But I would be grateful for advice on how to enhance it.
I'll try and explain. I met her someplace that kind of enhanced the mystery and eroticism of the scenario. We had been subklty flirting without words and there is a strong physical attraction between us, she started breathing a certain way to flirt with me, we did back and forth and then I touched her subtly and it was electricity between us, jesus I wanted her then, she looked so mysterious and sexy, not conventionaal beauty just sexy to me. I wanted her there and then with all my instinct. Now I'm quite an instinctive person, I believe in that and the subcosncious, and I think planned or supposedly wise things have brought me nothing. Ie I want to consummate passion. I met her outside after then got her number, but it was already that zone where they tension had subsided and it was a more banal enviroment, risk of getting into mundane small talk, boring her etc. I don't want people who are rigid moraliser or monogamists here(although I'm not in a rel;ationshiop) and I'm no t playing her, as in I want it to happen for real. I'#m just curious as I have her number, the next step to retain mystery and eroticism. I knew I copuld have blown it by being too long in her company then, I did ask to walk her home, but she was biking, and the need to make convo that changed the mood to banal would have wrecked it. I know this isn't a compatibilit and freindship thing, but the emotional power, mystery and desire of it was high. I figure as we got outside it risked going mundane, so thankfully we did part and she may still recall the first part most. Worst thing I can do IMO is go back to the place a lot and overexposure to each other, or texting to soon(got the no. last night). So how do I maintain or even enhance, or at least make sure the desire we created does not subside? Thankyou and will rep.
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