About 3 months ago I confessed to a close friend of mine that I had feelings for her. She said you know I have a boyfriend, I love him very much. Etc. That I shouldn't be selfish.
I said I'm sorry.
I didn't want to lose her as a close friend because I really liked her as a close friend as well so I tried to be optimistic and thought we'll still be friends.
A week later things went back to normal and we talked as if nothing happened that day.
Just a little bit of background info about her boyfriend. He lives in another country. They have been talking for 4 years. It's a long distance relationship. Her family doesn't know she is talking to a guy.
She has met the guy twice. 1st at a concert where he just walked over and gave her his number. And again in September last year – she went to see him and they kissed (nothing more).
They talk via skype mostly.
So, now that you have the background story, should I even be open to the idea we would ever date? It sounds selfish, I know, to still think about that even when she has a boyfriend, but I can't stop. I really don't want to ignore her because, like I said, I really enjoy her company as a friend too. I try to accept the fact she rejected me and really doesn't like me that way, but sometimes I feel like maybe things might change. I still have strong feelings for her.
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