We were together for about a month. On Saturday we were fine, he even mentioned me meeting his parents and storing my stuff in his new apartment.
Monday, we have an argument, where I tell him how I feel about the relationship and how he doesnt spend enough time with me (he said he wouldnt be seeing me until the weekend,and he goes away for 2 weeks,which is why i got upset that he didnt want to spend time with me). He got annoyed and said I should spend the weekend with my friends.... it was harsh because its my bday weekend and we were going to go away together... :'(
He doesnt speak to me all day Tuesday... and Wednesday morning, he messages 'lets end it'...I asked if we can give it another shot..he says 'My cousin told me youre on online dating'.....Which is true....he was harsh to me about my bday weekend so my crazy mind went mad and went on online dating...I wasnt looking for people though :(
So...then he says 'you can find someone online'...I say no!... he says 'I'm not good enough for you'. I kept saying that he was and kept asking to give us another shot...he always replied either 'im just not good enough for you', 'sorry', 'I cant even afford to tak you out' (cos he is actually kinda broke), 'take care', 'find someone else,im not good enough'.....
I asked so many times:'( I was so stupid to go on online dating.... :'( now he reads my messages but wont reply...
What is going on?Is it because of online dating? did I make him feel insecure (he mentioned before how he feels like a bad bf and how hes pessimistic about himself)?... why the sudden change from Saturday?
Most importantly, what can I do to win him back :'( It was a stupid mistake :'( I've deleted the profile of course. He wont answer my texts and ive called once and he didnt answer...he leaves on Monday for 2 weeks... what should I do??
Please,any responses are appreciated...
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