A little back ground:
About 3 yrs ago I had an affair. It was a one time thing. The husband and I split up almost divorced. We managed to work through it. He came clean about things he done during our separation and we laid it all out on the table.
Fast forward 3 yrs:
We're in a good place or so I thought. I've found myself checking behind him. He's picked up on a porn addiction. When I asked him about it he laughed it off said he was bored and said he wouldn't bother it again. Well he lied. He thought deleting search history would remove evidence of him looking at it. He failed to delete Google's search history.
Since then I've been having this feeling like he's hiding something more. He says he isn't and says he has no reason too. I've tried talking to him about it but we just end up in a heated fight and Lord knows I'm tired of fighting. I just feel like I'm at a stand still. What do I do? The weight of what I done is enough to carry on its own I don't think I can carry any thing else.
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About 3 yrs ago I had an affair. It was a one time thing. The husband and I split up almost divorced. We managed to work through it. He came clean about things he done during our separation and we laid it all out on the table.
Fast forward 3 yrs:
We're in a good place or so I thought. I've found myself checking behind him. He's picked up on a porn addiction. When I asked him about it he laughed it off said he was bored and said he wouldn't bother it again. Well he lied. He thought deleting search history would remove evidence of him looking at it. He failed to delete Google's search history.
Since then I've been having this feeling like he's hiding something more. He says he isn't and says he has no reason too. I've tried talking to him about it but we just end up in a heated fight and Lord knows I'm tired of fighting. I just feel like I'm at a stand still. What do I do? The weight of what I done is enough to carry on its own I don't think I can carry any thing else.
Posted via Topify on Android
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