how to stop the broken record?

Hi everyone! I'm new here and need help... I'm a BS with a DDay March 6, 2012. A day hasn't gone by that some detail or memory of the events haven't been in my mind. We have been trying to reconcile but the pain seems too much at times. We are both new parents to a 2 month old but it's hard to enjoy these moments with a tarnished past. How do you stop the daily memories to move forward to be able to say that I tried? When does the pain fade so it doesn't feel like it was yesterday anymore?? =(

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