She said she wants a divorce

She says she thinks we should get a divorce. She broke off our engagement when I was in basic training, through a letter. Yelled at me and hung up at me, on my two, 5 minute phone calls. And now that I'm deployed, tells me she wants a divorce. I should have saw this coming from a mile away. When she left me in basic training, she partied. Now that I'm deployed. Again, she is hanging out with some ***** girl she met at her new waitress job, and even went out to a club last weekend. Why do I do this to my self? Everytime I help out this girl back on her feet, and once she re establishes her job and foothold, she blows me off. Every. Single. Time. For 3 years. God, why do I love her so much? She is never there when I need there. The most stressful critical times of my life, she has to seriously just, put me on the back burner. I pay all the bills. I bought her a car. I bought her a mac book pro so she could pursue her graphic design dream, I pay her insurance. I do everything. I do most the cooking, I do most the cleaning. I am a god dang army ranger I don't have time for this **** anymore. f*ck. I am pretty sure she is cheating. Logged on to skype at 3 in the morning her time, she was actively on skype, asked her what shes doing, god mad and says 'its just online.'. Next day, shes not online. I checked her email, and there is a new 'ooVoo' (Just like skype) account created, with 1 friend. Some guy. She treats me like ****. Ignores me. Asked me for a divorce, and an hour later asked me for money for her 'text books'. I am so fed up with this. I've been so god dang good to this girl, and she seriously, over and over just, hurts me. When will I learn? Perhaps this is it?

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