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Need to stay decent, want to have sex

I'm a guy, 20. Not religious or ugly looking, but I was just brought up in a family with certain moral values - just based on how parents/wife/kids should be treated, etc. etc.

As a result, I have always had sex only in relationships and only when I loved the girl with whom I was sleeping.

My last relationship ended in October - moved to uni - and since then I've had no sex. The biggest problem is that in our college it looks like almost everyone - guys and girls just sleep with each other, getting drunk. I have never got drunk and I seriously find the way they end up getting laid with each other repulsive - forget about love, there's often even no tension, just "okay, I'm bored, I can **** you today"

I have been trying to get into relationships with 2 girls - one I fancied and another one I loved - but they're both unwilling to be more than ****-buddies and they "want to be free" and since I didn't wanna have sex with them just because or for one drunk night, they actually detest me and don't talk to me anymore.

I'm in a nice physical shape, clean appearance and I don't ever leave my girl unpleased - but I just don't want to (or cannot) turn into some kind of a dog for sex... It means more than that to me.

Yet, it's been 4 months since I had sex, and I wanna have it.
What should I do?




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