I find this really embarrassing and shameful and i don't like telling anyone, unless my close fam/friends who already know. IM not ugly i've had boy interest but they all seem to be only interested in one thing. Ive fallen for some boys and had my feeling hurt its just sad that I've never had a guy to commit to me and really want me for me.. it seems all my other friends have. Ive had boys talk about me behind my back, saying about my lack of experience with relationships and that really hurt my feelings. I feel really lonely and i can get really down on it sometimes. :(
I was with this guy one night and he was telling me about his past relationship, and then asked me about mine and i was to embarrassed to even answer which i think he got annoyed at because i was just silent more or less. I think I'm that way because the guy i was currently talking to was talking to his friend (lol another guy i had a freshers thing with) about my lacking in boyfriend experience which made me feel so rubbish i cant even explain
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