I'm currently in a relationship with someone I care a huge amount about. She knows that I have depression, and am being treated for it, but it's never been given much discussion. She's never been the one to bring it up, though she doesn't se particularly uncomfortable talking about it. The point is, she knows little about it other than the fact that I have it. In the last few months, it's improved dramatically, but it's certainly still present. It leaves me filled with doubt that she'll be there tomorrow, or that she cares for me in the way I do for her. It causes me to analyse every one of her actions. There are days when I'm adamant she does not love me because she's taken too long to respond to a text or hasn't replied with the same level of enthusiasm. There are days when I spend hours wondering how long it will be before she realises how much better than me she could do.
How can can I deal with these feelings? Should I make them known to her, or continue as I have been?
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