I've been going out with my boyfriend for 6 years now. We have sex about 5 or 6 times a week. Last night he started getting close and it was obvious he wanted sex. However, I did not. I have depression and it's been getting worse recently so I just couldn't find it in me to have sex. This was the first time I had refused him in the 6 years.
I told him I didn't want sex but he kept getting closer and told me I'd enjoy it when we started. I said no. He pushed me to the bed and we had sex. I didn't enjoy it but he's a lot stronger than me.
I feel really confused about this. I love him a lot so how can he do that to me? I don't want to use the term "rape" as to me that's more serious than this. I don't know how to feel. Do I just ignore it; usually I do enjoy it a lot. And this guy is so great, this is the only time he's done anything like this.
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