Why do I sometimes fantasize about a girl who did this? What is she doing?

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Why do I sometimes fantasize about a girl who did this? What is she doing?

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1. Met female friend L. She is attractive, but not my type. She has a boyfriend, but doesn't tell me this.
2. Start flirting with girls at halls. L tends to block this by interrupting the conversations.
3. Other friends find L annoying as she talks too much. I seem to be the only one who tolerates.
4. One day, in public, L puts her bare feet ON MY CROTCH. I find it hot, but decide to get up after 10 minutes (I was getting too aroused).
5. Another day, L sucks her finger at me whilst eating something.
6. Time passes.
7. At a dinner, I am discussing who might be a match with a group of friends, including L. L only stops and changes the conversation at the mention of V.
8. She seems very adamant that "she is not my type" despite the others thinking so and me liking the sound of V and her picture.
9. As they are paying, I don't comment, but feel irritated.
10. Another day I meet L for a catchup meal. When I sit opposite her, she asks whether I can sit next to her so she can be close to me.
11. Whilst listening to L talk about some topic, L mentions how she is 'sexually experienced'.
12. When L eats anything, I find it very hot for some reason. I find it hot to think about HER sucking?
13. Once L takes a picture of us randomly, and goes no take it again, it looks like we're about to kiss?
14. L jokes one day about a photo with others- L is on her knees, her head near my crotch and I am smiling?

I want to meet V, but don't want to upset L. L seems to crave attention. V is on L's course and L was invited to V's birthday. L never seems to invite V to anything when I am there. HOW TO MEET V?

I dreamed of meeting V (she is so beautiful).

For some reason, after L put her feet on me (and only AFTER THIS), I keep fantasizing about L sucking me off?

I find it hot to masturbate about L doing this and find a p*rnstar who looks like L really hot to get off to. Why is this?

I don't fancy L though? Why is it hot to fantasize about her despite not wanting her?

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