My husband is great in bed. He always takes care and time, and watches for reactions, he knows exactly how to turn me on and make me go crazy. He always gives me multiple orgasms without fail. After having sex I'm guessing due to oxytocin levels I feel so emotionally connected to him, all day the day after I crave him, need him and just feel so loved, but when he comes home, and doesn't meet my emotional needs, like asking me how my day was? Or just wanting to sit eat, or watch a movie, I feel neglected that I tell myself to shut the sex out and I won't feel like that.
It's so hard as I have 3 severely autistic children he works nights from 5pm until 2am I'm up by 7am and all alone with my 3 children, he wakes up 3pm I see him for about an hour and he goes to work.
I've always been an old fashioned wife, so I love cooking for him, not demanding to much, making sure there's a cuppa ready before he goes to work. I even stay up until 2am just to see him, and I'm always ready for him sexually.
At home I'm so lonely because I can't go out with my children. I have no conversations with anyone as my children don't speak, my heart hurts that the only person that I have that can communicate with me is never there, and when he is it's just mindblowing sex, left with me having to hate him even more the next day.
I just feel as though if I cut the sex out I'll feel less neglected as I wouldnt feel so emotionally connected to him, as I feel more hurt the day after we have a sex session.
I always speak to him about how I feel but he doesn't get it. It's like the other day on his day off it took my 2 hours to get all 3 asleep and I arranged to watch a movie and jus cuddle and conversate. Just as I came back down he was going out as his friend who was lonely and bored. I felt very hurt inside. I just don't know what to do. I sometimes think I'm better off on my own with my children, as least I won't have this feeling of hurt inside me.
Feeling lonely and very sad.
It's so hard as I have 3 severely autistic children he works nights from 5pm until 2am I'm up by 7am and all alone with my 3 children, he wakes up 3pm I see him for about an hour and he goes to work.
I've always been an old fashioned wife, so I love cooking for him, not demanding to much, making sure there's a cuppa ready before he goes to work. I even stay up until 2am just to see him, and I'm always ready for him sexually.
At home I'm so lonely because I can't go out with my children. I have no conversations with anyone as my children don't speak, my heart hurts that the only person that I have that can communicate with me is never there, and when he is it's just mindblowing sex, left with me having to hate him even more the next day.
I just feel as though if I cut the sex out I'll feel less neglected as I wouldnt feel so emotionally connected to him, as I feel more hurt the day after we have a sex session.
I always speak to him about how I feel but he doesn't get it. It's like the other day on his day off it took my 2 hours to get all 3 asleep and I arranged to watch a movie and jus cuddle and conversate. Just as I came back down he was going out as his friend who was lonely and bored. I felt very hurt inside. I just don't know what to do. I sometimes think I'm better off on my own with my children, as least I won't have this feeling of hurt inside me.
Feeling lonely and very sad.
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