Hi everyone. So, i started 6th form about 6 weeks ago and didnt get of to a good start. I had really good conversations with people but they always excluded me from their friendship groups. Everyone I tried did this. Eventually, I was hanging round wihpth a girl from my old school and we were good friends. However, we had an argument a couple of days ago and I apologised and she just blancked me and bitched about me. I was alone again. I never had any friends bar two in secondary school either, although I was always friendly and kind.
However, now I am starting to feel like friends are pointless and a waste of time. Whats the point in them if I cant keep them and all they do is 'love you and leave you'? Im beginning to think that friends are nothing but an annoying waste of time and they will always let you down. Being alone protects you.
Im not exagerrating, I actually do feel like this. I am a really nice, nsociable person, but it never did me any good and now I am beginnig to hqve these thoughts and believing them. All ive ever had is proof. I cant talk to my family because they all hate me and worship my younger brothers.
Its changing my personality rapidly! What are your thoughts?
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