I am a girl in my 20s, and I think it's something I've known for years but have perhaps been in denial about or never really addressed. I have never done anything sexual with another woman before, or had actual feelings for one, but I've always had fantasies.
I have felt sexual attraction to girls i've seen in the street, and have felt turned on when I've noticed pretty girls looking at me. I work with adults and I recently had a crush on a girl I worked with; I could not stop looking at her.
It's gotten to the point where I fantasize so much about girls and i've been masturbating more on my own as a result.
I feel like I am betraying my boyfriend. I have never told him, or anyone at all, about this. Of course I have no intention of doing anything at all behind his back, and I am planning to tell him but I am so nervous.
I am scared he will think he is not enough for me or that I am bored, stuff like that, but all I want to do is get it off my chest, because I feel like I am living a lie.
Has anyone else ever been in this situation, and do you have any advice for me? Thanks in advance
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