How would I go about detaching myself emotionally from a relationship...?
The reasons being:
- We don't talk as much, had loads of arguments- 'too much water under bridge'.
- I don't trust her anymore and my love for her as become somewhat resentment.
- I think she's cheated or is cheating on me, though, I believe she has some form of mental illness. At least bi-polar tendencies.
- I don't think she's a person of good moral standing, and my whole world has been turned upside down since I've viewed her in this light.
- I have suffered chronically with anxiety and depression for the last month or so. I often fluctuate between feelings of anger, pure rage, jealousy, caring, loving, pity and all the other things you could think of.
- I don't think she's a nice person, and I get the impression she's leading different lives, people have told me I can do better, and that they get a weird gut feeling about her.
- I can't get past some of my own insecurities and hang ups about her past and accepting her stance, sexuality and prior behaviours.
I am close to breaking it off, but I want to do it in a nice way without upsetting or ruffling her feathers. How can I do so whilst not feeling all these emotions?
Right now it's hard because she doesn't live locally. I have to travel to see her and I believe she has predicted it-- that I'm going to pretty much end it. I'd rather have her at a distance than romantically because I don't feel she has my heart in her best interests. I'm really depressed right now and don't know how to process it all.
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