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I'm losing steam. I'm about to get the final draft of our separation agreement from the lawyer so we can sign and move towards divorce. But I'm having trouble seeing the end.
My stbxw comes by the house every few days to be with the kids and every time I see her I'm either angry or depressed. When she comes to the house she sleeps in the den. I don't interact with her and we don't even look at each other.
Still no remorse. The idea that she is getting support from the OM, co-workers and friends makes me feel guilty for some reason. Makes me feel like I should have been stronger and better in our marriage. The other thing that infuriates me is the way she is just waiting for me to do everything. I drafted the separation agreement, I'm taking apart the furniture and I will be listing the house.
Not sure what else to do to keep moving on. I'm already in shape. Always have been. Not interested in hitting the gym to get ripped. Been keeping busy with friends and family. Going out for long walks has been really helpful. This is probably the beginning of the emotional roller coaster. What other things did you do to help you get through this?
I'm losing steam. I'm about to get the final draft of our separation agreement from the lawyer so we can sign and move towards divorce. But I'm having trouble seeing the end.
My stbxw comes by the house every few days to be with the kids and every time I see her I'm either angry or depressed. When she comes to the house she sleeps in the den. I don't interact with her and we don't even look at each other.
Still no remorse. The idea that she is getting support from the OM, co-workers and friends makes me feel guilty for some reason. Makes me feel like I should have been stronger and better in our marriage. The other thing that infuriates me is the way she is just waiting for me to do everything. I drafted the separation agreement, I'm taking apart the furniture and I will be listing the house.
Not sure what else to do to keep moving on. I'm already in shape. Always have been. Not interested in hitting the gym to get ripped. Been keeping busy with friends and family. Going out for long walks has been really helpful. This is probably the beginning of the emotional roller coaster. What other things did you do to help you get through this?
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