I'm still in bed after four days. I don't know where to post this but I might get the best help here.
I hate judging people, everyone has faults. I just had to do what was in my heart and now I'm lonely.
My two best friends in the world I have lost. We have been friends since high school (35 years).
They both have been cheating on their respective husbands for five years. I tried to keep it seperate and not judge, it's their path and their husbands both know so I tried to respect their lifestyle.
I just found, I could not have friends like this anymore. Listening to them talk such selfishness became too much for me. I see what you mean about the fog. It's sickening.
I know they understand why I walked away from their friendship but it has been harder on me than walking away from my own marriage.
These where the two best friends I ever had. One normally doesn't make new best friends in their 50's.
I can't go back and I do feel it was the right choice but I am just so sad this all had to happen.
I hate judging people, everyone has faults. I just had to do what was in my heart and now I'm lonely.
My two best friends in the world I have lost. We have been friends since high school (35 years).
They both have been cheating on their respective husbands for five years. I tried to keep it seperate and not judge, it's their path and their husbands both know so I tried to respect their lifestyle.
I just found, I could not have friends like this anymore. Listening to them talk such selfishness became too much for me. I see what you mean about the fog. It's sickening.
I know they understand why I walked away from their friendship but it has been harder on me than walking away from my own marriage.
These where the two best friends I ever had. One normally doesn't make new best friends in their 50's.
I can't go back and I do feel it was the right choice but I am just so sad this all had to happen.
Put the internet to work for you.
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