Ok some here know the story, had post on coping with infidelity. She was investigated and finally fessed up to affair last Friday. The marriage of 17 1/2 years according to her was over ( love ya, but not in love with ya speech) the affair put me in the done part as well. But how to I get over the extreme separation anxiety now. I moved out Sunday, Monday was busy, Tuesday was sons 17th b-day and went back, he took car so had to ride in her car with her to go change things to seperate accounts, etc. Riding in her vehicle where she had been doing things with the other man was hard enough. Then we all met at restaurant (cold in-laws and all) for sons b-day. She cheated but her family now treats me like I'm the a-hole. Anyhows today slowed down. Basically sat watching t.v, well it was on but mind wasn't into it, and just feeling broken, depressed, and still asking why....how....did she care....or even think about her family during the on goings with this jer k off. I cant get my head wrapped around this, I loved this woman so much, my heart, soul, and being. She was my life, my best friend, my everything how could she do this to me? I just feel so broken!
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