I have been married to my husband for 9 years now. There is no touching and talking turns into fights. I get a kiss for goodbye and sometimes when I return that is it. First we don't make love because of his pills he is on. Then he said he can get pills from his doctor that will help his man hood. He gets the pills but never used them on me. He now tells me he has ptsd and that is why we now live in a sexless marriage. Can someone get ptsd 10 years later after the army? This is coming from a man that have porn apps on his phone and every toy you can think of. He dose not have problems working it alone. Even before the man hood meds. Even bought him self a pump. I have found lots of dating sites accounts. He says he is looking for porn on them. All the sites he has looked on was girls from our area we live in. He knows this hurts me and still he lies and tells me I am never going to understand. He dose not talk normal to me. He sounds annoyed just to talk to me. I feel he is with me just for our children. I have asked him a lot why he is with me. He hates it talking about anything and I am always called names so easy. Could put something in the wrong place and I am dumb and don't know nothing. I have been called every name in the book by him. This is a every day event. I am to the point where I cry a lot sometimes can't help it I am so lost and lonely every night. I feel he is lying about this ptsd and is cheating on me. He has been to a few movies and out to dinner with his guy friend. I have never meet. He has been starting to used face wash and put on clone to go to work. He is a Janitor at a hospital. He not only bought new under wear. They are different style and brand. He stopped wearing boxers. Mom told me if he gets new under wear then he is cheating. New music has popped up on his phone. But he don't listen to music with me its always boring talking and news. Any ideas on where to go from here or have the same proble ms?
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