What's going on with me?

Hi guys. I graduated school last months, and now I see that I have the world ahead of me. My last few semesters I swore off women. My love life hasn't been the most positive and I wanted to( and still want to :eusa_whis) focus on my career and getting my life together. I'm moving out on my own next month, I got a good job, and I'm in the process of applying to grad school and I've been planning trips with my friends. Despite all this, I still would like to have a special someone to come home to, to go out with, and to grow with. However, the girls I meet when I go out do not interest me. They either just want to text and never meet, want to play silly games, don't want to engage in conversation, want someone older/younger/taller/darker/lighter and the list goes on. Around the time of my graduation I reconnected with a girl I used to talk to. I remembered how nice it was to have someone who actually took an interest in me. She lives about 10 hours away from me now since she's still in school and a few years younger than me. We always seemed to have this on/off communication streak. She always seems to have a bf when I connect with her, and I have a gf when she's single. Now it seemed like we were both single at the same time and actually communicating. She said she was coming back for a weekend and I was excited because I was actually going to see her again. We went out, had a good time, messed around some, and were holding hands and were like a little couple. Then after she left I didn't hear from her as much, and she didn't return my call or anything. Then I lost my phone this weekend and went on facebook and saw that she was in a relationship again lol, not even a week after leaving. Part of me was like wtf? Another part of me saw this coming and wasn't surprised. Still, I was hoping that though our off/on routine, we would keep talking and maybe stick, give it a chance at least. After that I just started thinking about my ex girlfriends and realized, dang, without school to focus on I'm a bit lonely for female company lol. I can't let that show though, I have to be a man about it. I haven't tried to contact any of them, I figure the past is the past for a reason. I did see one of them give a video review with her new bf and it made me a little more sad lol. I feel I just need to man up about it all and focus on whats important, and put things pertaining to the heart on the back burner. Still, I can't help to think that I like being wanted, and wanting someone back. Is there something wrong with me?

Put the internet to work for you. via Personal Recipe 2629984