In January I started a new job at the other end of the country so left my friends and family behind to make a new start. It meant I was moving closer to someone I had been speaking to since October aswell so things were good. I am now in a relationship with this person and i'm so happy, but the rest of my life is now getting to me badly :( I'm so lonely down here, I only see my boyfriend of a weekend so I find that every Sunday when I return home to my horrible little room that I rent I get really upset :( I have no friends down here, i've moved to a very rural area and the people I work with are all middle aged and don't live in the village any way so there is little chance for being social. I rarely speak to my friends from back home as i'm so busy with work (it's the type of job that you end up taking home with you), I see them all going out together on facebook and it's upsetting, i'm not to sure why I left it all behind! I've always wanted to live down south but now i'm down here i'm just regretting it. The only thing keeping me down here is my boyfriend, without him I don't know where i'd be :( I don't know what to do. I guess i'm just needing to speak to somebody :( | |||
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Life is good....but i'm so depressed :(
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