Quite a while back I was really suicidal and I decided to turn to my ex (boyfriend at the time) for about 10 minutes he was saying such sweet things and had be stop I was actually at train tracks ready but he got me to stop but I still needed him then suddenly he turned into a major jerk saying 'You know what just do it you aren't listetning to me' his friend committed suicide and it makes me think about if she called him and he didn't bother helping then he would of been the cause to her death.
Him and I were really good at the time I was just seriously depressed and went to him anybody else would of stayed on the phone as long as it took to make sure I didn't do anything stupid I'm not bothered so much that he gave up by why would he give up so easily to then also tell me to do it. What if I was on top of a building and I told the forces I'd listen to none but him and he told me to jump I'd of done it.
Put the internet to work for you.
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