I have been with my girlfriend for a few years now but recently have had homosexual urges. This has been hard for me as I am also religious and I worry that I may not be accepted by my friends and family if I come out.
I always had a feeling that my girlfriends Dad was also secretly gay, but his family are very religious too and so it's clear he keeps it quiet for the same reasons as me.
My girlfriend went to bed early last night and I stayed up to watch a film with her Dad. We ended up talking and getting close, then he kissed me. We ended up having sex in the living room while my girlfriend and her Mum were upstairs asleep.
I feel really confused, this is against our religion and even if that wasn't an issue, it will tear the family apart if they find out.
How can I make sure she never finds out? and if I want to do it again what should I do? This was my first time with a man so I feel quite emotionally attached to him now.
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