I've been married for almost 17 years. No its not perfect. But , I am a very sexual person. I love sex with my husband. But out of the blue, about a year ago he stopped being interested. Of course I assumed the worse, but payed attention before accusing.. Then I used to buy lingerie once to every three months. All I got was rejected, then when we tried he couldnt. Rise to the occasion. I was patient. But more and more it wouldnt work. But if he watched porn he could rise but as soon as I touched him . The rise would fall.
This , made me feel awful. I was honest. Yet not 100%.. I am faithful and was supportive. Yet inside I felt unattractive, un wanted.. we used to be so close even without sex we would stay up and talk and laugh. That dwindled. He was never home. I supposedly always new his whereabouts. Im not jealous and wont chase any man down. I mean he needed to come and at a decent time. Year of this and me feeling lonely, and in a flip, he hangs out but if I try to engage in conversation he gets annoyed. Now he can perform and I engage but with less enthusiasm. I know this, but he used to engage in non sexual touch, and wants me to touch him, everytime he touches me it nothing but about or trying get sexual. If I say not now kids are up or does it always have to be sexual, I told him I need basic contact. "HIS RESPONSE" YOULL SEE YOULL SEE "" YOU REGRET IT" WOW..... IM SO DEEPLY HURT .Plus my sex drive is not in tip top shape. I have Fibromyalgia, endometriosis and ovarian cysts. BUT THIS DOESNT STOP HIM FROM THROWING A FIT AND PUTTING ON THE GUILT, Me caving , cause a happy fulfilled husband is a faithful one. I guess... :confused::confused: anything?.
This , made me feel awful. I was honest. Yet not 100%.. I am faithful and was supportive. Yet inside I felt unattractive, un wanted.. we used to be so close even without sex we would stay up and talk and laugh. That dwindled. He was never home. I supposedly always new his whereabouts. Im not jealous and wont chase any man down. I mean he needed to come and at a decent time. Year of this and me feeling lonely, and in a flip, he hangs out but if I try to engage in conversation he gets annoyed. Now he can perform and I engage but with less enthusiasm. I know this, but he used to engage in non sexual touch, and wants me to touch him, everytime he touches me it nothing but about or trying get sexual. If I say not now kids are up or does it always have to be sexual, I told him I need basic contact. "HIS RESPONSE" YOULL SEE YOULL SEE "" YOU REGRET IT" WOW..... IM SO DEEPLY HURT .Plus my sex drive is not in tip top shape. I have Fibromyalgia, endometriosis and ovarian cysts. BUT THIS DOESNT STOP HIM FROM THROWING A FIT AND PUTTING ON THE GUILT, Me caving , cause a happy fulfilled husband is a faithful one. I guess... :confused::confused: anything?.
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