Let me start from the beginning. Me and my girlfriend have been friends for a long time, we got into a relationship like 1 year and a half ago. Everything was going well at the beginning and all was fun. I got her into fitness and eating healthy and she was happy. I used to smoke which she didn't like so I stopped for her but had been with some friends that were used to it and did it again, I had to lie because I knew she wasn't gonna let me. She then uncovered all that and knew the thruth, it went bad, she wanted to quit and all but we ended up being ok after a good talk. I don't know if it's me fault but recently she started giving a slack at herself, like she was eating healthy and now all she eats is sugary things which is killing her hormones IMO. The sex is bad too, we used to make it everyday now it's just 1 or 2 times a week if I'm lucky. Over all this, she is just mad, ALL THE TIME. I feel like a puppet because everytime I don't act like I should with her she gets mad and I feel bad and sorry. Why? I don't have to feel bad for what I WANT to do. She won't let me talk to other girls and she will even stare at me when she see a women which is looking nicer than her so I won't look. I feel like a toy with this girl, like a god damn animal. She does everything she wants, like buying a ferret which I didn't want. She waited for me to be away to get that thing home. But I don't have to talk over that. I almost never deny her anything I do everything she wants or else she gets mad and I feel bad and I don't want to feel bad so I always obey... She will get angry if I don't answer her text messages rapidly too. She won't thrust me going out with my friends nor she won't thrust me being alone in the appartement. I know I might have a bit to do with this but this, really is too much for me to enjoy our relationship anymore. I'm not happy, I feel like it's her relationship and I don't have anything to do with it. Sorry if my e nglish is bad and yeah it's my first post but I don't know what to do, everytime I talk to her about this she doesn't care and her madness always come back. She's possessive, jealous and crazy... Thanks for anyone reading this.
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