So i met this guys and i know him since about a year, and our friendship or relationship whatever is very weird we are not inlove, he trusts me a lot in al lot of details in his life , well he used to..but i really like him and i have no idea if he likes me back but he does know that i like him.
He broke up with his ex about 9 months ago and he says that he does not love her anymore,he never talks about her and hates when open a subject about her
i usually text him first and it really annoys me that he sometimes ignores me and have these one word short replies
but sometimes he is very nice and texts me and sends me funny videos/photos
i usually fight with him when he ignores me and leave him for a week but he does not come back from me
but when we argue i feel like he understands me and let me blow all my stress away
he flirts sometimes and tell me to forgive him for all of that bad stuff that he did to me but he keeeps on repeating it
i think he is not into it because we he does not ask me anything about myself
we live in the same compound,and he is too close to my house and my best friend lives in the same apartment so i am always there
i really do not know why i like him that much! i have cried from him so many nights and when i told him about it he felt guilty!! though he acted the next day like nothing happened.
i really want to meet him outside but he had some fake excuses twice nd i do not want to ask him anymore. i would hug him,cuddle with him and do video game all night with him:( he thinks i would not ever do that..
he smiles to me when he sees me,i smile back sometimes but i look away other days when he would be ignoring my text.
i am rejecting a lot of guys for him
i tried leaving him but i could not.
he says that there is a reason for him to act like that and it is not something about his ex or sexual.. and ugh he is refusing to tell me about it !
he has a very big part in my life and i really want him like nothing else,i have never hold into a guy like that before. whenever i see him i just wish i can jump into his arms and hug him.
i can look very different and do a lot of stuff that he wouldnt imagine me doing reallly!
guys what do you think i should do? other than leaving/ignoring him
I NEEEED HELP and i do not want to get over him please!*he is not a shy guy,,i do not think so
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