Well I sit here alone tonight, told the gorgeous Mr H that I needed some head space time.
It is more than 4 years post divorce from what was a sexless marriage. I thought I had healed, been to IC and am in a relationship with a man that will be my life partner. We are compatible in so many ways especially our sex life.
But sometimes it just hits me, I don't know if I will ever fully heal from the pain of my past life. It doesn't happen often but sometimes I get in a big tangle and a simple "I love you babe but I have to sleep or go to work or whatever" and I come crushing down.
How have others that have gone on from a sexless marriage to a new life cope with perceived rejection? The smart part of my brain knows it is not rejection, the scarred part of me gets worried.
Didn't know what section to put this in, life after divorce, SIM?? So i put it here.
It is more than 4 years post divorce from what was a sexless marriage. I thought I had healed, been to IC and am in a relationship with a man that will be my life partner. We are compatible in so many ways especially our sex life.
But sometimes it just hits me, I don't know if I will ever fully heal from the pain of my past life. It doesn't happen often but sometimes I get in a big tangle and a simple "I love you babe but I have to sleep or go to work or whatever" and I come crushing down.
How have others that have gone on from a sexless marriage to a new life cope with perceived rejection? The smart part of my brain knows it is not rejection, the scarred part of me gets worried.
Didn't know what section to put this in, life after divorce, SIM?? So i put it here.
Put the internet to work for you.
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