If you're not familiar with my story, I caught my wife having an EA earlier this month with a co-worker over a 9 month period (yeah, I know...it could be PA). My moral pendulum keeps swinging from one end to the other and I hate it.
As an example of my swings: I signed up for a gym membership. I went a few days, was doing great, and then last night I met up with an old friend; had too much to drink and smoked weed (something I haven't done since I was a teen). THEN, I get s*** from the WS because she's so against weed...like, maybe you should get off your moral high-horse? I don't know, it feels like this is just going to be a vicious cycle. I get angry when she's angry, like she has no right to, but I know I've done wrong. I told her I'd be a few hours; I spent the entire night at my buddy's place. Plus it was our first day of MC, so I didn't do a good job.
As an example of my swings: I signed up for a gym membership. I went a few days, was doing great, and then last night I met up with an old friend; had too much to drink and smoked weed (something I haven't done since I was a teen). THEN, I get s*** from the WS because she's so against weed...like, maybe you should get off your moral high-horse? I don't know, it feels like this is just going to be a vicious cycle. I get angry when she's angry, like she has no right to, but I know I've done wrong. I told her I'd be a few hours; I spent the entire night at my buddy's place. Plus it was our first day of MC, so I didn't do a good job.
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