A week ago i went to a club and met this guy. He was really nice and asked for my number. After that we texted each other every day and he invited me to watch a film with him and his roommates. He seemed to want me to come and it was all really nice. He made sure i was okay as i'd had a bit to drink and we talked for a bit.
One of his roommates was on medication and went really ill, seeing things and talking nonsense, which scared us all. After that i left and he brushed me off, completely uninterested in saying goodbye. He texted a day later saying sorry about what had happened with his roommate, and i ended it saying 'don't worry'. He hasn't texted back. It's only been a few days but i feel like i've blown it.
I've only had one crush before but he turned into my bully so my feelings were super strong and intense.
With this, i just can't stop thinking about him and wishing he'd text me which seems so pathetic, i don't want to be this type of girl :/ I didn't think i fancied him at the time but as we'd had a bit to drink there was a minute or two where i wanted to kiss him so badly. It went away after though, but now that's all i want to do.
I'm the type of person who will just leave it and wish it had a different ending. I texted him last so i don't want to text again in case i'll look clingy or if he's just not interested, and it was only a few days ago so it feels too soon.
Maybe when he met me the second time i was a disappointment and he doesn't want to hang out with me now. I have seen him before with another girl at a club, so maybe he meets girls all the time and has forgotten about me now. I don't even know why he invited me. He does have a lot of girl friends so it would be normal for him to ask me out as a friend, especially as we were with others.
The question was meant to be 'does this sound like i have a crush?' but now i'm just ranting or getting it off my chest...
One of his roommates was on medication and went really ill, seeing things and talking nonsense, which scared us all. After that i left and he brushed me off, completely uninterested in saying goodbye. He texted a day later saying sorry about what had happened with his roommate, and i ended it saying 'don't worry'. He hasn't texted back. It's only been a few days but i feel like i've blown it.
I've only had one crush before but he turned into my bully so my feelings were super strong and intense.
With this, i just can't stop thinking about him and wishing he'd text me which seems so pathetic, i don't want to be this type of girl :/ I didn't think i fancied him at the time but as we'd had a bit to drink there was a minute or two where i wanted to kiss him so badly. It went away after though, but now that's all i want to do.
I'm the type of person who will just leave it and wish it had a different ending. I texted him last so i don't want to text again in case i'll look clingy or if he's just not interested, and it was only a few days ago so it feels too soon.
Maybe when he met me the second time i was a disappointment and he doesn't want to hang out with me now. I have seen him before with another girl at a club, so maybe he meets girls all the time and has forgotten about me now. I don't even know why he invited me. He does have a lot of girl friends so it would be normal for him to ask me out as a friend, especially as we were with others.
The question was meant to be 'does this sound like i have a crush?' but now i'm just ranting or getting it off my chest...
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