| I had to leave because h was literally driving me insane. I took my dd with me and she decided she didn't want to stay at my parents. H told our kids that he can't buy groceries because I didn't increase the amount coming out of our saving every month. This is a lie as he has credit cards and makes 4 k a month which he chooses to spend recklessly. I feel so, so guilty for leaving my kids, 14 and 21. But he put me in serious depression and I could not live with his abuse another second. So I left. Son 21 hates me now saying I ran off and he'll never forgive me. I asked dd to go out with me to dinner but h said he would have to supervise and I said no. How can I cope with the guilt of leaving my home and kids? I feel like a terrible mother. I should have kicked out the lying cheater after his affair was exposed 4 years ago, I had him out of the house but he cried his way back in literally within 6 weeks. Any tips on guilt? It's eating me up. My dd texted that I am irresponsible and didn't consider her feelings when we left. The depression is crippling. H texts all the time about how I am hurting the kids and to come home. But in the same day he's poinsoning them against me saying they can't eat due to me. I feel like crawling back but he would destroy me. He shames and blames me all the time and runs to our son when I disagree with him getting son furious with me, then he lets son scream at me and does nothing. It was a NUT house. | |||
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