all i think about is girls advice?

I'm 18 and I feel very lonely as most of my friends have girlfriends and I have never had a girlfriend. I find it hard to speak to girls I get very nervous and just stare at them. I can only speak to girls when im drunk and if I get too drunk I end up touching them up. I'm also unsure if my friends are actually my friends in high school they made me do stupid things like do your dog impression etc.I went for a first lesson for a maths tutor and he pointed out to my dad that I had autism but I knew that I wasn't normal as peoplealways used called me a baffed guy etc. If you can give me some advice I would apreciate it

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