Just writing to vent and need some good vibes
Married 22 years and 1 year ago I got the "I don't feel the same speech".
We had a fantastic marriage but she feels different now! omg
(she gave reasons but they seem illogical to me, I realise it's her right to end it but I don't understand any of it, it's like speaking to an accountant )
So for the last year it's been hell. She needed time, then more time, then more time, then while separated I met someone.
Suddenly she wanted to reconcile!
I couldn't simply turn round and accept reconciliation after being given the run around so long so I asked for time. The motives seemed skewed to say the least.
Her desire for reconciliation seemed hollow to me and atonement was minimal.
We are now a step away from full divorce.
Even after all the **** she has put me through I can't seem to move on emotionally.
The thought of losing her is soul destroying.
The thought of her with another guy rips me apart every day.
And the thought of the rest of my life without her is horrible.
To summarise I feel totally abandoned after giving everything for 22 years.
I'm walking around in a trance and the thought of selling the house is like an elephant in the room.
In denial, heartbroken and v anxious.
Cisco
Married 22 years and 1 year ago I got the "I don't feel the same speech".
We had a fantastic marriage but she feels different now! omg
(she gave reasons but they seem illogical to me, I realise it's her right to end it but I don't understand any of it, it's like speaking to an accountant )
So for the last year it's been hell. She needed time, then more time, then more time, then while separated I met someone.
Suddenly she wanted to reconcile!
I couldn't simply turn round and accept reconciliation after being given the run around so long so I asked for time. The motives seemed skewed to say the least.
Her desire for reconciliation seemed hollow to me and atonement was minimal.
We are now a step away from full divorce.
Even after all the **** she has put me through I can't seem to move on emotionally.
The thought of losing her is soul destroying.
The thought of her with another guy rips me apart every day.
And the thought of the rest of my life without her is horrible.
To summarise I feel totally abandoned after giving everything for 22 years.
I'm walking around in a trance and the thought of selling the house is like an elephant in the room.
In denial, heartbroken and v anxious.
Cisco
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