I'm 17 and I haven't ever had a real boyfriend, the only guys that I have had anything to do with have led me on and have turned out not to be very nice at all. But in the past few weeks I have got to know this guy who I already knew but we weren't very close. We have spent a lot more time together recently and I know for a fact that he has an amazing personality, he's caring and is honest. I know it sounds stupid but I have wanted a boyfriend for ages and now there's this guy that actually likes me and I potentially like back, but I feel like he's not really how I pictured my own boyfriend. I don't know whether it might be his looks (they're not bad btw I don't mean it like that) or whether I'm worried that we'll go out and then i'll suddenly decide I'm not happy. But when I'm actually with him especially when it's only us I feel so at ease and find that I really enjoy his company. I don't want to say to him now 'it isn't going to work' when there is still time. Plus I'm worried that if I did put a stop to it then it would mean that I led him on and I missed the opportunity and then won't meet someone else. I feel under pressure because all my friends have boyfriends and I'm terrified of never finding someone:(
Sorry for the ramble and thank you for any advice!!
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